heavens.fairy

"coba coba katakan kepadaku bahwa kita sedang berjalan menuju satu alasan,
janganlah kau katakan bila kita memang tak ada tujuan, dari apa yang dijalankan,

aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan,
terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa,
aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..

coba coba katakan kepadaku sekali lagi bila kita memang benar akan kesana,
buktikan dan buat aku percaya bahwa kita bisa, mewujudkan bahagia,

aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan,
terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa,
aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..

ohh.. oh.. habis sudah semua rangkai kata..
telah terungkap semua yang kurasa..
yang kuingin akhir yang bahagia.. hoo..

aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan,
terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa,
aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka..

aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan,
terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa,
aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..

wohoho.. dudududu…
wohoho.. dudududu…

yang ku inginkan..
satu tujuan..
sebuah kenyataan..
bukan impian..
bukan harapan..
bukan alasan..
satu kepastian..

coba katakan.."

well, this song really show what i feel inside.. maybe i'm the one who ask too much, but i just want an explanation about my future with him.. i know we know what we want for each other, but i just need it.. did i ask you too much?? hiks..

aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..

is there someone can understand what i feel?? or is it just me?

Maybe I'm a little bit late,, but i just watching it... I'm waiting for the super high quality version so I can watch it, hmmm, brighter maybe,, larger,, better.. (thank you for Kokayz)

Well, I loved this MV from the very first beginning.. aaahhhhh

maybe it's because the place.. sadly, they don't dance together like they did before..

Still, can't breathe watching Kim Jaejoong dancing and singing and this song fit his voice very well..

for the second time i watch this MV, i found a scene that makes me scream with Agia of course.. It's the scene after Jae get off of the hands, his smirk makes my heart trembling so fast.. ooohhh my.... it's on 3.18 to 3.24..

I'm terribly love him so much...

here's the link for the super HQ:
http://kokayz.livejournal.com/214476.html#cutid1

hmm,, actually this is my first time... agia and paus just keep telling me to make my own blog and i just don't know what to say.. hahaha

okay,, maybe now i just want to share my feeling..

it's about 'enha girls'.. the girls that unites in one block at enha.. i miss them so much.. and we just have a reunion at pim 2 just a few days ago..

what's the hell that remind me of them?

from the first room:

1. Nadia, well known as paus the whale.. haha.. with her, both of us used to teased Agia, and always make fun about her boobies which is extra ordinary... hahaha... Awal, my bf, described her with one word; 'BIG'... *you can slap him later when you meet him, us*.. she is the one who left first from enha... and after she's gone, i have no friends to tease Agia anymore.. but in these few days i just met her and Agia, and both of us started to tease Agia again, and this is so much fun...

2. Ringga, the korean fanatic fans.. she is so obsessed to korean, healthy food, and studying.. sometimes she talk in hangeul and i just said: ooohh, arayo, ne, ye, gomawo, mian, and some others hangeul that i know eventhough i don't know what she's talking about.. *mianhae chinguyaa* hehehe.. and one thing, she have her own alarm that can awake one town, and she didn't realize it and keep sleeping... when you came to her room you can find her watching those koreans dancing and singing or studying or do some exercises..

3. Ana, the calm one but when you getting know her you will find that she's not that calm.. she shared room with ringga.. and both of them is very very hard to waken up when getting sleep.. huuuuh.. well, she is also korean lovers but not as addicted as ringga and agia.. she love the ones who's called changmin in TVXQ and when she saw him she's started to knock everyone around her.. Ana,, i really really miss you so much... who will kiss me from now on just like you do? *hyeekk..*

4. Agia, the extra ordinary boobies owner.. there's some guys like her, but what she wants just to perfect to come true.. a korean lover, and because of her i'm trapped in those weird world.. she is the one who's always act like 'inem pelayan seksi'.. clean up the kitchen, cooking, washing, and some others stuff like that.. but when i cried, i just run into her and she help me to get over it.. even in the midnight.. 사랑해 친구야!!! in the afternoon she'd always told me: 'do you want to jogging with me tomorrow morning?' and i said yes, but when morning came and i wake her up she didn't want it anymore.. huh..

5. Me, the innocent girl.. well i'm the most good girl between those girls...

6. Risda, have you ever spoke to her? you have to listen to her very well because of her speed when she is talking.. sometimes i have to remind her to talk slower, but i think she didn't hear me... she is always teasing me and agia about our love to koreans, but well, she loved koreans too..

7. Ais, the loud speaker. she is not just loud but also can't stop talking except when she's fall asleep.. when you stand between Ais and Risda plus Indah,, you will feel that your brain going to explode.. i'm not exaggerate it.. it's true.. we used to call her 'toa'..

8. Indah, she is also the loud one but with extra speed when she talk. plus with her dialect. she is our dvd player source.. and also horror movie.. i really really miss those days when we came to her room to watch movie and eat..

9. Mira, she is the one who know how to treat a guy (or some guys) between us. and you can ask her about it.. and with happy face she will make you understand.. hahahha... peace mir..

girls, when we get together no one will beat our voice.. hahaha.. i just missed those days..
i think i need more enha girls day out or pajamas party maybe... thank you for being my friends..